Not bored but struggling

Hey, folks. How is it doing? YOu know what is interesting? I've read my previous notes and I really liked them. I think I am smart, what do you think? But whatever you think I have my view anyway.

Now I wanted to tell you about my plans. Lately I was so mad on myself. Horribly mad. I have so high goals and I do nothing to reach them. It is unfair to myself, and it drives me nuts. So I decided: "OK, Genius, you are genius, so show everybody that you are. Work hard! Read hard! A lot! and critically. I have to write. Will you, my dear reader survive my writing? For example, if I write about the story I've read for my American Literature class? Don't be scared, please, right now, because I didn't read it yet. But maybe in the future, if my smart mind won't fall down crying and screaming that it's not able to do so hard work (I don't think it is hard though) and telling me to stop. Imagine what happens then!!! My heart and mental part of my concious body will be depressed and scream that I am nothing. Here my genious power will come for help, saying be quiet, relax and start my studying.

I am tired of studying, but if I want to have what I want (it was bad sentence), I have to do that. Well, didn't I tell this before? ANyway, I go to read. For you, my dear reader.

G