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Ok, a couple hours passed since I saw my Contracts grade, and I TELL you - I am MAD. I am mad on myself, and at the same time I am bevildered. I cannot believe I did so bad. I tried so hard, I was so sure that I did well. Now, after reading online articles about grades, I see my situation even worse, because only 25 % of students get grade below B-. and 50-75% of the students get B, B+, B-. How would you feel to know that I am the one who is on the end of this list? This is just awful. Of course, I am not going to bit myself for this, but now I am impatient to know what I did wrong. Whether it was my multiple choice or my writing?? Damn, I was so sure I did super well. Now I am afraid of other grades. I tried calculator, and there is no way I will make it higher than 3.0. I feel like a looser. I have to work how to lose this feeling because it will make worse my next semester. F***!